For my entire life I have participated in catholic faith. As a child I was brought to church every Sunday. I was forced to go to Sunday school, attended a Christian middle school and attended a catholic high school. Religion has been forced down my throat as long as I can remember. I became very bored and uninterested with it very early on. Yes, I was learning, but that didn’t mean I firmly believed in what I was learning. I know all these Bible stories and different lessons, but I don’t really care about them. I remember going to church and not being able to fall asleep in those tough wooden benches. The sermons I had sometimes resonated but that was a long time down the line. It took me around the time I was ten to understand, but I remember going to church with my sisters when around four or five years old just walking back and forth across the bench waiting for us to leave. I started going less and less and made my return a few years later and started Sunday school. I remember when I went through the most important time in a Catholic’s religious journey, Confirmation. I was finally confirmed in the church. I remember when my Sunday school teacher told me at 13, “Now that that you’re confirmed you can decide when you want to come to church”. I haven’t been to that church since. It started off as a break from getting ready every Sunday to do I even believe in anything they are saying? Catholicism is completely faith based. Believing in Jesus is like having a blindfold on and doing a trust fall with someone who walked away and believing they’ll come back to catch you. I remember learning a few of the technicalities of Catholicism and it is not for the weak. To believe in something with barely any concrete evidence is difficult. Many historians believe Jesus was a man recognized for miracles, but he was probably doing modern science, or he had really good luck when in front of the right people. It is confirmed that Jesus was a man that walked on this Earth thousands of years ago but hasn’t been acknowledged for anything else the Bible has said about him. In high school I had religion class my freshman and I realized that I’m not really sure about religion. Lately I haven’t been believing in anything. My sisters still go to church while I spend my Sunday like any other day. Sunday is the second day of the weekend or the first day of the week.